Wednesday, September 30, 2009

geeeee!

two tests tmrw!!!
English and Biology!
60 vocabs test tmrw!
X.X *die*
and biology test!
miss bruton said that it will be the hardest comparing to all the other tests we took..
cause its like comprising all the things that we had learned
gahhhh
thats so much to study about
and the test contains like 80 something questionss!
ahhhhhh!!!
i don't wanna study! but i can't!
i want to level up my average grade
im not doing that good
HERE in my school 90 or 90 + just consider A
geeeee right?
SO
its so hard to get an A!
80 something is considered B
sigh.
mati lah ku!!
have to study now!
but my eyes are so tired they are closing themselves
i may doze off any time
im not even kiddin
i just got 3 hours of sleep yesterday
went to bed at 2 am and had to wake up at 5.15am
so im tired like hell now!
arghhhh
i wanna sleep!!

and msn have problems lahh..
i can't sign in!
i don't know why
gahhhhhh


PEACE

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

...


im utterly shocked!
seriously!

PEACE

9/29

DANG IT!
loads of homework! and i cant concentrate!
geeeee
i think i'll need to stay up late today!
sigh
biology! arghhhh.. 62 questions!
geeee headache!
anyway..
the weather is nasty here
one day cold one day hot!
that day we had hailstorm too!
GOSH MAN!
my dad was in the car when it was hailing and i was in school
i didnt get to see it though.GRRRR
ohh gee it is so freaking hot today!
i wonder whats d weather tmrw!
cold?
i have no idea!
i need to continue on my homework
orelse i wont be able to sleep!
i seriously need much more time!
gahhhhhhhh


PEACE

Monday, September 21, 2009

9/21


happy birthday!!!!!
CARMEN KONG JIA WEN!!!!!
the friend that i've known for like 8 years!!
we didn't know each other that well when we were in primary school
but we became best friends after we both went to amc!
yeah.like we always say.
we both have a connection with each other but we don't know what and why..
mayb its cause we are both from menglembu!
AHAHAHAHAHA
yeah..
we became best friends and then even more
we became buddies for life!
i really appreciate our 8 years friendship!
TEEHEE! :]
oh well once again

kong jia wen!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
생일축하합니다!!
your officially 16!!!
HEEE! :]
have a great birthday and may all ur wishes be granted!

생일축하합니다 !!
사랑해 ♥

PEACE

butterfliesss!

just came back from orchestra rehearsal!
i just realized that the orchestra class im in really sucks!
cause im in philharmonic and its like the beginners class
but im supposed to be in the class cause i dont play good
and today we had a rehearsal with the symphony ppl..
oh gosh! they are so damn good!!!
and they have so many music!!
we just have one piece of music for our class!
WOW! we suck!
the symphony ppl also that good already..
i cant imagine how d chamber orchestra play!
sure play till super dee!
the chamber orchestra ppl will have perfect notes i guess
since they play so damn good!
sigh.
but i am not that good so i guess thats why im in philharmonic!
sigh
i felt lonely there.
being there myself.knowing nobody..
angeline didn't go cause she couldn't play cause of her neck brace..
sigh.
guess thats my life!
cant say anything about it!
just hope my life will turn better!
everytime i go through these times i recall memories!
but i dont want to think more about it, cause i would b gloomy and emo all day..
HAHAHAHAHAHA


i had butterflies in my stomach when i saw u
i dont know why but i had a slightly feel of nervousness
i dont have the courage to talk to you
yeah im a loser
always was and shall remain one

PEACE

Sunday, September 20, 2009

:[[[[


i cut my bangs!!
regretttttsss!!
now i became a donggu dee!
sigh.
i so look like a kiddo now!

PEACE

amberamberamber!

amber amber amber
f(x) f(x) f(x)
awwwww
she is sooooo cool yet cute!
in some radioshow..
krystal said that she is very very shy..
and she is embarrassed when she has to dance girly dance!
ahahahahaha..
and they say that amber resembles many male idols
first they say she looks like jonghyun from shineee!
second they say she looks like donghae from superjunior!
and third they say she looks like kibum from super junior!
lOl
eunhyuk told amber many times before that she looks like donghae!
AHAHAHAHA!
here are some pictures of her!
:]
i love her wearing her hippie hat
but i dont have the picture! :[




i think she looks like donghae in the picture which is black and white!

the fans comparing her picture and donghae! i think this picture dont look like donghae that much.she looks so much more like donghae in another picture! XD

amber vs kibum!

f(x)

amber raps very well!!
she is from america but her ethnicity is chinese!
and she speaks fluent korean even though she just learned it for one year!
HEEE



PEACE

Thursday, September 17, 2009

gahhh


tmrw i have biochem test! miss bruton said it is hard so we better study!
gahhhhhhh all those atoms things and what chemicals urghh :[ and i have chinese presentation tmrw! gosh.so many things happening tmrw..
i have to study for the test! but i still have loads of homework!!!! geeeeee! damn hate it!!! english essayyyy..have to work on it too! gosh!

PEACE

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

24/7 your my heaven


im extremely exhausted and fatigued!!!

i nearly fell asleep in english and bio class..
since i was so sleepy, i didn't really pay attention to what the teacher and the class were discussing about.sigh.
many ppl are absent in school.all sick!
see! the weather is terrible! it was so HOT today!!!
but it was so COLD yesterday! geee

PEACE

Sunday, September 13, 2009

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

recently im in loved with dara's new solo song!
its nice and cool! the song is addicting!!
i heard that dara's new song - Kiss won the first place after the song just came out!
CONGRATS! YAY!!
i love the MV so so so much!!
the song was feat. CL from 2NE1 as well
but the music video was feat. leeminho!!
goojunpyo from boys over flower!!
OMG! the mv is so good!! minho looked like T.O.P in the mv! AHAHA
he was a bad boy and dara was so cool in d mv!





i ♥ dara the most in 2NE1

besides, im addicted to G-Dragon's HeartBreaker!!!
he looks so COOL in his new solo song!!
his new hairstyle!! ♥ it!!
i love The Leaders and Hello too!
[[The Leaders]] is feat. CL from 2NE1 and Teddy!
while [[Hello]] is feat. DARA!!
he is super talented!
and he is still so CUTE like always!
사라해 ~



and..
theres a new group from SM entertainment!
f(x)!!
AHAHAHAH!
their group name is cool right?
using the f(x) from function
LOL!
yeah.their new song is called Lachata!!
its addicting as well! lOl
well.jessica from snsd 's sister Krystal is in this new group!
she is pretty!
and theres a T in this group
shes called AMBER!
she so looks like a boy in d mv! COOL!
:DDD




PEACE

9/13

hmmm..yay! finally! sickness went away! i am relieved! i don't need to worry about the stupid h1n1! AHAHAHA! dad told me that i didn't kena h1n1 cause i didn't had the symptoms..i was sick like dead because the changing of season.yeah! now its starting to change from summer to AUTUMN! so the weather is changing everyday! one day sunny like hell the next day raining like hell! yeah..thats why so many ppl in my school are getting sick! its getting cold dee! HEE! :]
hmm..having school tmrw.i wonder why weekends pass by so FAST! sigh.
i wish weekends can be longer..lOl i dont have enough time! sigh.


PEACE

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

dead


im sick!
i feel like i wanna puke! URGH! i hate being sick!i want to recover fast! dad is anxious about me cause of d h1n1..thank god i don't have high fever anymore..but i still dont feel well.tmrw i have a bio test! i haven study for it.i just wana sleep now! im dizzy~
PEACE

JAY PARK!!!

okay..
so just now angeline just told me that JAEBEOM from 2pm quit and went back to seattle!!
OMGOSH!!!
i was so stunned!
this morning she just told me that the thing jaebeom wrote in his myspace created a "tragic" for himself
it was like when he first went to korea he was facing so much difficulties and hardship
it was so hard for him to be in a new environment and so
he felt like he couldn't fit in..
and he wrote some thing like :" korean is gay..i hate koreans..i wanna come back...."
something like that..
and all the koreans went mad at him and started to anti him
and then he suddenely had like so many anti-fans..
honestly..i read what jaebeom wrote to his friend i supposed
it was harsh!
really..but its his own feelings..
its not wrong to express true feelings right?
poor Jaebeom!!
come on guys
he wrote that like in 2005, and its his personal feelings..
why do u guys have to do that to him
now u all made him left 2pm and went back to Seattle!
wat will 2pm be without the leader?
wat will happen to 2pm?
GOSH!
i am so gonna miss him in 2pm!!!
awww...
why don't he come to texas? instead of seattle!
HAHAHHA

okay..
so angeline told me what jaebeom wrote..
and i found some of them in d internet..

he wrote:

"hello i am jaebum from 2PM.
I'm sorry my last words are with this letter
in such a sorrow heart i think its hard for me to meet yall on the stage
i am sorry for everybody, and to the fans that loved me, i am more sorry for them.
from todaii i shall resign from 2PM.
to my 2PM members, im sorry that ur hyung(형)(older brother) couldnt be ur strength and instead ended up being the first one to leave. i hope yall get more popular and grow well.
once again, im sorry.
jaebum "

seee..
so sadddd :[[

and here's some more about him leaving.. T.T

"At Incheon Airport, inside Gate 24. 2PM's Jaebeom continued to repeat his apologies with his head held low before boarding his plane to Seattle. When the interviewer asked Jay about his plans in America, he talked about 'studying music.' Although he dropped out of the group, his passion for music and determination not to give up showed.
Sports Seoul.com was able to talk to Jaebeom on the 8th 6:10 PM inside the Incheon Airport departure Lounge. The first things out of his mouth was '"I apologize..I'm sorry"

He said "What more can I say? I am just so sorry to the loving fans and the members who had trusted me and followed me." He added, "I am sorry that I had to leave this way, I did not fulfill my responsibilities as a leader and was just a burden, so I decided on leaving the group."

They could tell he was very tired and had gone through a lot in just a few days. His voice was very low/weak. They asked another

When they asked him about his plans in America, he talked about music. He said, "I am planning to study music in America" and "have a time of reflection. I want to show a more mature side both personally and musically."

He also avoided answering questions regarding his plan to return to Korea. His expression showed that it was too early to be discussing about comeback plans. Instead, he expressed, "I want to thank the fans who had come out to the airport," and "I will stay healthy in America. I will come back as a better person."

awwwww..
please come back jaebeom
i cant imagine 2pm without you - the leader
sigh..
now i really think korean anti-fans are SCARY!!
they just made jaebeom left korea..
come on!
its such a waste of talent u know
jaebeom is so talented!!
he went through so many things to endure all the tough training, being away from home at a very young age, living in an environment totally opposite from where he used to be and all this for 4 years, made known in the industry for exactly a year and losing everything in 4 days !!!!
i hope JYP do something to help jaebeom!
he had been training for so long!
and now he just quit!
OH GOSH!
its so unbelievable!








i will sure miss the dorky cute funny talented leader of 2pm!
JAY PARK!!
please do all ur beat in Seattle!
be happy!
XOXO
사라해 ~



PEACE

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

L-O-S-T

i have no idea what to write!
im just so tired and blank at this time..
hmmm
recently in school i always think back the days in amc
d school is totally different!
and the people are too!
i miss my friends dearly..
i miss text-ing them everyday for no reason
i miss the times we are all just chilling and crapping
i miss the times we were all insane about our lg
i miss the times when i could tell my friends about everything
yeah ):

i wish i could have a time machine
to go back and spend as much time as i could with them
ohh yeahh..
but i know that won't happen
so just chill
gotta go to sleep
have school tmrw and have to get up early for the bus!

PEACE



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