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school started
S-U-C-K-S!!

F-R-I-E-N-D-S

F R I E N D S
i used to trust these seven letters a lot
friends were everything to me when i was back there
friends even came more important than my family sometimes
but after i moved here
it changed

F R I E N D S H I P
is soo vulnerable
that it can just scatter when something hits it
tooo be really honest
i dont have friends here
i mean like friends that i can talk to before school after school during class
or let me reword it
i dont have true friends here
i have hi bye friends
but like serious friends that treat you back as friends
i dont think so

i tried to fit in the group but i realized its not easy at all
im not kidding
people might think im being ridiculous now
but this is the truth
finding true friends is soooo hard
they all have their best friends already
they have known each other for like 5 years 7 years some even 13 years
they wont let you in their little world
or i should say you cant even enter their world
ive become sooooo quiet
its not like i dont wana talk
its just i dont have any chance to talk
sometimes i dont even know what they are talking about
i wasnt born here
i didnt grow up with all those american movies and american music
i dont know anything

oh well
i guess this is my life right now
cant change it
i guess i just have to bear with it
i have been pretty pessimistic and depressed lately
but i dont know..
i just hope everything will turn out fine