Monday, November 30, 2009

):


my life is crap
i miss my friends
i wanna go back!
):

"u are so lonely without angeline.."
"yes i know"
that made me in a sulky mood
yeahhh
i want to know more friends
but its just soo hard
normally in other class i wont have that feeling
but in orchestra ohmygosh i really dont know anyone else besides angeline
ahhhhhhhhh
thats so frustrating to me
ISHHHHH
crap! im so freaking tired todayy
i was sleeping in school like the whole time
HAHAHAH
whatever
i seriously need sleep!
lOl

PEACE

Monday, November 23, 2009

lOl

awww mannn
im so bored in school now
ishhhh
and in chinese class its so bored now
theres just three people in the class only
*sigh*
without angeline i cant be crazy about korean songs and drama d
i have noone to share this stuff
aiishhh
sooooooo freaking boredddd
hahahahhahaha
but im so looking forward and ready for thanksgiving already
i hope wednesday comes faster!!
cause our thanksgiving break starts that day!
hahahhahaha
aisshhh our school sucks!
other schools have the whole week off for thanksgiving
but us still have to go to school today and tmrw
aishhhh
whatever!
but during thanksgiving im so happy cause i can eat eat AND eat!
hahahhahahha
gonna be a pig soon!
*oink oink*
LOL
i wonder why its still so hot when its fall now and almost winter
duhhhh i hate texas weather!
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♥ please don't go by MINJI AND CL

PEACE


Friday, November 20, 2009

난 슬픔이야


*confused*
my mind is spinning and idk whats happening
my feelings now are so ... i really dont know how to describe my feelings
just...
theres always happy endings in fairy tale
too bad we are living in reality
and theres always no living-happily-ever-after in reality.


♥ Wedding Dress sooooooo muchhh

PEACE

not a good day

too much happened too much happened
):
today during lunch angeline got a text from his dad
and his dad said :" dont worry its all good, today is your last day of school.."
and angeline and i were like WHAT? ohmygosh!
okay the thing that happened was cause angeline got in a car accident last year
and she got two surgery already for her neck
but like now after she went to the hospital yesterday
the doctor asked her to quit school and rest at home
cause the neck thingy is mending up now so they dont want anything unpleasant to happen in school that will ruin her life
yeahhh
im happy for her in a way but is sad in a way too
cause well this is pretty pretty sudden!
it was during lunch!
and and and..
idk
im so sad now
cause i see angeline in school everyday and we have a lot of classes together
and she is like the best friend i have in this school
but now shes not going to school anymore so idk
i will be so freaking lonely now
and idk its just so weird without her in school
*sigh*
but theres a good thing too
cause since shes not attending school now
next year she will be a junior again
and by next year i will be a junior too
so she will be there with me till we graduate
so i think thats the happy thing for me
hahahahha
but this year i will be lonely haihhh
its just so weird now
just.. idk everything is complicated
theres too much drama
ahhhhh

PEACE



Sunday, November 15, 2009

♥ Wedding Dress ♥

am in ♥ with this song recently!
its sooooo good!
i love the piano part in the beginning!
omgosh!
hahahhahahah
well
TOO much is happening recently!
like seriously!
tooooo much! and everything is happening so fast!
wow
but im really happy for ang!
she deserves it
hahahhahahah

PEACE

Sunday, November 8, 2009

confusion

theres alot of things happening recently
im glad im not involved in the drama
its gonna be interesting soon
i shall buy popcorns while the drama is on
hahhhahahah
well yeahh
my mind is stuffed with a lot of thoughts
and im confused
hmmmmm
whatever i dont care
hahahahah
btw theres a lot of new songs out now
Taeyang - Where You At
F(x) - Chu~
Park Bom - You and I
FT Triple - Love Letter
SS501 - Love Like This
Shinee - Ring Ding Dong
besides, am super looking forward for 2pm's comeback next week!!!
but sadly its without jaebum! ahhhhh
i miss jaebum so much!
i wonder how the new song would turn out to be without the ex-leader hmm

but whatever these are all the songs that im into right now
HAHAHAHHA

and of course im obsessed with 미남이시네요 now ♥
TEEHEE (:
love this drama soooo muchh!!
jang geun seuk! lee honggi! jung yong hwa!! and park shinye!!
♥ ♥ ♥

PEACE

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

hmmmm
idk whats on my mind
its like complicated
but idk why
i always have the thought of going back to ipohhh nowadays
maybe its cause i feel lonely
i really miss my friends
and yeahh i have many things to tell them
but whenever i start typing i dont remember what to say
cause theres too much and i cant type out all my feelings
so it always turns out to end like this - just turn off the computer and forget about it
yeahhhh
aiishhhh
my life is miserable lately
i really hope theres someone that i can rely on
someone that i can lean on when im tired
someone that i could tell anything and i mean really anything to
but sadly theres none here
sighhh
am being emo again
have to stop this crap
PEACE

Monday, November 2, 2009

phewwwww

im totally extremely exhausted
i dont feel like doing my hw
but unfortunately i have lots of hw today
and i dont understand the biology
i was upset cause i flunked the quiz we had today
gee
genetics is killing me now
idk how to solve those problems
gahhhh
ang called me just now
she was mad at kevin
HAHAHHAHA
cause she asked me how i got home today
and i said i walked
and she was like :"seriously? u walked? ohmygosh"
she was really pissed cause kyungmo made me walk
and yeahhh i walked home today
its my first time
it took me like forever but its actually like 45 min or more
i dont really know how long it took
i was sweating like hell when i reached home
thank god i didnt bump in my mum's car when i walked home
or else i would be dead by now
she would freak out if she knew i walked
yeah so its a secret *shhh*
hahahahah
so the reason ang is mad is cause
okay well the stupid kyungmo told me to walk him home
and i didnt know (well he was speaking korean to me and i just heard the last part when he said he will treat me something)
so i followed him out orchestra
but then he told me he was actually going home
and i said i didnt want to walk
but i dont rmb why and how in the end we walked together
and he gave me ramyeon from his house
but then i didnt want to walk back to school alone
so i took his phone and well he had to follow me back
HAHHAHAHAH *smart me*
yeah and when we went back to orchestra ang and zach were gone
and there were band ppl in orchestra room
so i called ang and zach but they didnt answer the phone
cause i was thinking that ang's cousin could give me a ride home
but then i couldnt find both of them
so i didnt know how to go home
just then kyungmo took my bag and stuff and said just walk home
and i was like :"are u crazy? my house is so far away!"
then he was blah-ing korean again
and i dont rmb how and why we walked together again
ohmygosh i have bad memory ):
so we walked. i was saying ohmygosh the whole time and hitting him
yeah right
we wasnt even a little near my house and we were already tired
i told him to go home cause like we passed his house a long time ago and he had to walk back though
i didnt want to bother and trouble him so i was telling him to go home most of the time
he was going to leave but he stayed and we continued walking
i guess he didnt know my house was really far away
yeahhh
so like after we reached one of the traffic light thingy and like a neighborhood
i told him to go home again
the place was like 10 minutes away from the school
so we walked for like about10 minutes already but its still not any near my house
and this time he was really leaving as i told him to
he was like:"really? im really leaving.text me.okay? text me when u get home! be careful."
and i was like:"yehh.anyeong!" and i just continued walking alone
hahahahhaha
and yeahhh then i continued my journey
wow i was damn exhausted cause i really didnt know that it was really that far away
yeah this was one of my unforgettable experience for sure
HAHAHAHAH
and so this was why ang was mad at him
cause he made me walk home i guess
but like i was shocked cause ang was really pissed
hahahhahhahah
i dont know why shes that mad though
cause im actually not mad and im fine
so its okay for me
but she said she would be dead for walking home
cause zach and her walked home once and when they reached Kroger she was already dying
hahahhaha
and i realized i was really fast though cause for that distance from our school to my house, 45 min is considered fast
HAHAHHAHHAHA
im proud of myself
HEEE (:
but then im really tired now
HAHAHAHAH
for all that walking today
phewwww
i wanna go to sleep like right now
hahahhaha
kyungmo ah kyungmo
ang is gonna kill u tmrw!
LOL!
hmm
actually both of us are like dogs and cats
we tease each other so much and fight
he is so mean to meeee
but well i am mean to him sometimes too
HAHAHHAHAHHA
but we are still friends
sooooooo
yeah thats just the way we are
HAHA
ahhhhh
i have to do my hw now!
i dont have time
its getting late and i want to sleep
so tata

PE
ACE