Friday, May 28, 2010

:I

awwwww
it was seniors last day of school todaii
hmmmm
felt so weird
cause never gonna see them again
im gonna miss jade and grace
aww
and yeahh hmm
cause its the last day of school
the senior guys all wore suits and the girls all wore dresses
every senior basically dressed up
LOL
it was funnny
yeahhh
hmmm
and i guess
its the last time to say
goodbye all seniors
and
good bye W

PEACE

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Tell Me Goodbye - BigBang ♥



Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Yo I got this, yeah
still thinking about this thing alot
you got me shaken up
(Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
(Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best to break it up
It's gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there's a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up

Girl I swear I won't even for a second
cause you any pain
in order to protect you
there's already no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Girl you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
Those words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I'll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Yo and it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to scrapping
But I just can't let ya
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was superb
Best believe that it hurts
That bleeds this word
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
to be let you go
I wish that werent so

your voice, pained and fading away, away...
erased completely by the wind, stay, stay...

all these things, I can't take it, those tears, don't cry for me
for your sake I'll never look back again

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye


P/S: G-Dragon is soooo CUTE!

PEACE

LUCKY.? or NOT.?

LOL
got back from school today and turned on computer
HAH!
guess what
i got nudged by some one and HAH!
its KHONG HUI YI! :)
heeeee
didnt get to talk much to her though
yeah cause time difference stuff and she nak tidur
and i had tutor later though
but still
had a great time chatting with khongkhong! :)
hope everything goes well with her!
may god bless her! <3

hah!
saw W todaii when i was heading orchestra
i think W just got to school and was heading from the parking spot
tsk tsk
i liked what W wore today it looked cute
i mean the outfit not him
hahahhaha

PEACE

hmmmmm

tomorrow will be the last day SENIORS gonna be in school
awwww
im gonna miss grace
shes such a funny unnie
LOL
im so scared our lunch will be so freaking AWKWARD without her
oh well
just 5 more days to go for the rest of us
then SCHOOLS OVER MAN!
WOHOOOOOO~!
yeahhhh
u know what
i should be studying for my History test tomorrow now
its our last major test and this test grade will decide whether i will get exempt from finals
soo i should be studying by now
and since this test covers like huge massive stuff
WORLD WAR I, WORLD WAR II, and THE COLD WAR, and everything that happened after WWII!
mann thats just massive bunch of events to remember and i hate to know so many president's name
ohh goshh why does U.S. have so many presidents??
URGHHHHH
From Washington, Lincoln, Kennedy, bla bla bla to Nixon
how am i gonna remember what they did for god sake
urghhh
oh well
i know im just gonna procrastinate and wait till late night and study
urghh happens everytime
this whole week my sleep cycle is just messed up
i took naps after school and so i stayed up late every night
and guess what i will be freaking tired and sleepy during class in school
i slept like everyday in history class when he was lecturing
ohh man i tried staying up but failed
my head just landed on the desk and dozed off
LOL
sighhh
i love MR P but sorry i couldn't stand the sleepiness in me
aww im gonna miss MR P he is a great history teacher but just sometimes too much homework and stuff
but he is such a cool guy! LOL
i hope ill get him next year for U.S. history
hahahaha
andd yeahh
TOMORROW! is the LAST day of SENIORS
that means its gonna be the last day im gonna see W ever again
sighh
i never got to know W this whole year
but well we dont have the same class so its actually impossible to get to even see him
i only see W sometimes in the hallway
thats it
yeahhh
oh well
cant help it cant blame anyone
only blame myself to not have the gut to just go up and be friends with them
soooooo...
well
whatever
when its not yours it not yours when its yours no matter what its gonna be yours
hahaha
nice quote hah
tsk tsk

PEACE

Thursday, May 20, 2010

tsk tsk

:(
screw school!
screw test!
screw finals!
urghhhhhh
cant wait till school's over!
awwwww
but im gonna miss my friends
cause next year might not see them anymore
might not have same lunch anymore
sigh
forget about it
for now
10 more days to go!
woot!

PEACE

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

AHHHHHHH


Life sucks to the max!
have to learn to just chill!


PEACE

Saturday, May 8, 2010

难得 A-lin

我还记得我挽着你的手
天冷时候一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错
那时以为天空多辽阔

朋友都说你后来变真多
总是避谈纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人不再追问我
只说你也有梦他也有梦
虽然难得不必心痛

我以为我成熟以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠着我像当初不肯放手
我以为我成熟以为我能好好过
我尝试着堕落当我想你的时候
爱不会回来了你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中

如果傻傻的承诺现在还在一起吗
情侣龃龉常常有
如果寂寞的时候已经学会去推托
他也有梦我也有梦
这样的爱实在难得

lOl
A-lin is amazing!
PEACE


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

:(

今天我真的太倒霉了吧
还是说我根本就没幸运过
今天是 Chinese AP Test
昨天晚上我还为了读中国的节日和历史
搞得很晚都没睡,而且也因为忙着复习华语而没去读同是今天考的历史
而好死不死今天的历史考试又非常难!
所以结果今天的历史考得很不理想。。
本来说就算了,反正今天最重要的是华语AP
所以历史课完了后,我就到中文班去了
在哪儿最后复习了一些东西,例如传统节日的日期及历史
然后中午十二点的时候我们就去考场了
在考试时,到了最后一个环节我就倒霉的出了状况
因为最后一个环节是SpeakingPart
所以在考之前,就会先 Test Microphone
而就不知道为什么我的microphone的test一直fail
我举手想找老师帮忙,可是却没人看见我
所以我就再试一次,可是最后还是fail了
结果我就站了起来,去找老师帮忙
老师来了后,我们才发现原来我的microphone turn off 了
turn on 了之后,我就赶快继续考试
可是这时候大家已经快考完了
而我才开始,之后大家陆续考完试了
就一直看着我,因为我还没考完,他们也不能离开
我突然就感到非常慌张又开始panic
所以就快快的把试考完了
试一考完,我就后悔了
后悔为什么要在乎别人,而没好好的把试考完
唉~
我知道这次考试的这最后一部分已经被我screw了
所以我很担心我会fail这个考试
唉~
如果真的fail了,我真的会非常非常的伤心,可是也不能怪谁,因为是自己的错
:(

来了美国之后,说真的我快乐吗
我不知道
因为有好处也有坏处
每次我有心事的时候,都不能找一个人好好的倾诉
有快乐的事情发生,也不能和谁分享
每天就只是上学,放学,做作业,读书明天有考试
说真的我现在真的没有一点人生
我朋友不多
想找个好朋友真的很难啊
这里的每个人都已经有一群认识很久,很要好的朋友了
想参于他们真的不容易
所以现在我多半都是一个人
虽然说hi-bye friend是有啦,比较谈得来的朋友也有几个
可是要说能与你分担事情,真正的朋友我真的还在找
已经来这里一年了,我也开始慢慢放弃了
就这样的过完三年的高中吧
朋友和家人对巨蟹座来说很重要
我以前没有朋友真的不行
虽然现在也是,可是也会因为环境和现实而慢慢地适应了
来美国前所担心的事情真的也发生了
除了无奈,还是无奈,什么也不能做
我很想念马来西亚的那般老朋友
想念一起打打闹闹,玩乐的日子
我想从现在开始那些都只能成为回忆了
偶尔翻一翻以前的照片和他们给我写的纪念册
就会很难过
不过那些都是快乐的回忆,所以我一定会珍惜
我知道我还不够成熟,所以想法还很幼稚
可是有时我真的很累,累的时候也想找个人谈谈
时不时都会想如果有个伴多好,可是在这里朋友都难找了,何况是要找一个对的人
唉~
算了,今天说了那么多废话
待会儿又要去做功课了
这星期又有考试
:(