:/

sometimes

i just HATE myself SOOOOOOO MUCH

hahhaha

i always do stuff that i regret

ughhhhhh fcuk!

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im just rambling now

cause i need to express myself

ive been keeping everything to myself for too many years

sometimes i cant take it anymore

i just wanna take my shield off

blahhhh

oh whatever

im such a immature baby

and i hate me for that

mehhhh

PEACE

...

people might think im having a great and happy time here in the states

but seriously im not.

idk

i know i should be grateful and stuff but yeahh

you guys wouldnt understand how it feels like being in a completely different country with diff race, diff language, and diff culture

yeah it was worse the last two years

it gotten a lot better this year

cause ive actually grown used to it

u know..being alone

i enjoy it now

hahah

but yeah its still hard..

but idk how i feel anymore

i kinda like it but at the same time i dont

lol

all i can say is

i cant wait for college hahha

PEACE