Monday, August 31, 2009

.....

oh gosh..
my time is ticking so fast every single day..
except when im in school
the time in school goes on so slow..
but when i go home it past SO SO fast!!!
thats why i have NOT ENOUGH time to sleep and do my work
im so lack of sleep now since school started!!
i wish to sleep for 24/7 everyday!
HAHA
school is getting busier n busier..
this week i have so many test going around
for biology, english and chinese
even for team sports
we are having skill test this week
ohmylord.
who said that studying in usa was an easier task?
i doubt that
its not same as malaysia but its hard in a different way
it has test every week and homework every single day
im exhausted..
everyday when school ends
i feel so tired in d bus but i cant sleep in d bus
and when i get home i can't sleep either
cause i have to do my homework
somemore i have tuition classes
URGHHHH
my schedule is so packed!
i get up at 5.15am every morning to get ready for the bus and go home at 2.55pm everyday
gahhhh
school time is so longer than malaysia!
sigh.

yeah.and thats why i don't really have time to log in my facebook,msn and blog so often now.
i don't have time ):
sigh.
i have many things to tell my friends..
but i don't have time ):
and yeah..
menstrual pain is killing me now..
i had volleyball for sports today and we had to run around for warm up..
and i felt so not good
its really killing me! i haven been like this before
and i really suck at volleyball..
i don't know how to play ==
in addition, the gym is so freaking cold!
its freezing inside!
duno why...
the weather is deadly hot outside but some classes in our school is so COLD!
i think thats why i will get sick
LOL!

okay..good luck to myself for all the tests im going to have this week
bless me!
HAHA

btw..
happy merdeka day!! for malaysia
HAHAHHAHAHA
tengok!
saya still remember punya
XD


lonely..
hi mr lonely... ):

PEACE

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

exhausted

WOW!
now i finally know how high school life is!
there's lOts of homework to do everyday!!
and there are quiz and tests every week
WOAH! school just started but there are already homework and projects
so fast man!
HAHAHAHHAHA
just got home from school..
and im feeling so exhausted!!
i nearly slept in the bus but i insisted not to cause im afraid i would miss the stop
lOl
can't take a nap now cause i have to do my work..
im having tuition later so i don't have time to do it at night
sigh.
i want to sleep!
lOl

PEACE

Monday, August 24, 2009

speechless

d first day of school sucks to d max
i encountered so many unlucky things
first in d early morning, i woke up early to get ready to walk to d place to wait for d bus
there was another girl waiting there
when a bus came i thought it was my bus, but d driver asked the other girl something n the girl answered her no
so the bus went off
i was dumbfounded cause i didn't know whats going on
just then i saw the route of d bus n it was my bus route
so i tried to chase d bus but it was to fast
then my mom asked d girl what school was she n she said :" im in 9th grader, are u going to high school?" n i said yes.then she said:" that was ur bus"
and i was like WTH!
then i quickly walked to a junction to see whether i could stop d bus in time
but it went off dee
so i walked back home with mum n called mum to drive me to school
on the way to sch the traffic was darn jam!!
mum was nagging on me for being stupid! HAIH
i admit.it was my mistake.but d bus route was beside the bus.how can i see it properly when its still dark in d morning.HAIH
okay so then,
when i reached school finally.i had to head to our homeroom immediately cause d bell rang the moment i stepped in d school
okay fine!
we stayed in d home room for 2 HOURSSS!!!
GOSH!! 2 hours leh! after the teacher passed us all the paperwork n stuff..
we were all waiting in d home room
all d ppl were chatting happily with their friends but i was so darn lonely there
being a solitary!
i knew NOBODY!!! n i waited there for 2 hours doing NOTHING!
okay fine! after that i went to my first period class n so on..
and.it still like before..
i went to all my new classes n i knew nobody there
they were like all chatting with their friends n im just sitting there listening
gahhh..its so suffering that i cant talk
Sigh.
okay.forget about that.
in my team sports period, we were sitting there doing nothing again just waiting for d teacher to c through what we wrote - d five sports that u like
duhh
it was so freaking bored lah
i couldn't stand it anymore, so i talked to d girl sitting on my left.
i asked her :" are u in orchestra?"
n she answered me callously :"huh? what? uhm.."
and i was like okay..thats it
so i didn't dare to talk to her..
then i continued sitting there doing nothing
but i later i couldn't bare the boredom n not talking anything anymore
so i talked with d girl sitting on my right
ohh luckily she answered my questions n we started to talk a little
but then i didn't know what to chat to her anymore, cause i asked her many things already but the bell haven rang yet
sigh.
okay finally when d bell rang, i was willing to say goodbye to her, but she straightly went to find her friend n talked with them
so i was like okay fine
......
i was miserable the whole day..
sigh..
but thankfully i saw hannah in recess time n i realized she had d same lunch with me.
ohh gosh!!
finally.i met some one that i knew
that feeling is so relieved
but im having A lunch this semester..
gosh A lunch sucks!! its d first n earliest lunch ever
u will get hungry so easy cause u are eating like in d third period
sigh.
okay.whatever for d day lah
no matter what i also have to bear it n go to school tmrw
oh well what made my mood worst ,was because theres plenty of homeworks to complete!!
duhhh! first day of school also got so many homework d woh.
have to buy many things cause im lacking much of d school supplies
so much paperwork to do!!
n i cant log in my first class school account cause i dont know my username n my password
DARN!
URGHHH!!! so many things to do! made me so frustrated!
sigh.
so conclusion is the first day of school S-U-C-K-S!!!!



i thought everything would b fine
but it didn't turn out d way its supposed to b
btw..i hate awkwardness to the max!