tiredddd

ahhhhh i am very happy todayyy
wheeeeeeeeeeeee (:
actually it wasn't a good day for me
we just finished the concert!
arghhhhh
i screwed myself!
i messed up the last song!
sighhhhhh
hope no one notice!
and i really dislike the uniform
its so long and euwwww
HAHAHHAHHAHA
and the weather today is so freaking HOT and humid!
urghhhh
hate it!
and i went to kroger with family after the concert cause parents wanted to buy some groceries!
and my shoe heels went off
arghhhh
malang nya
but i was happy just now after the concert!
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
ohh ya kevin thought i was korean!
HAHAHHAHAHAH
it was really funny
he was like :" ahhhhh..i thought u are korean!" and had the sorry look
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
yeahhhh many people thought im korean
hannah, angeline's cousin,angeline's family and kevin
HAHAHHAHAHHA
maybe its cause im always with angeline and we speak korean..
lOl
i want to be good in korean!
sigh
but im not
i want to learn!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHA
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PEACE

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):

im worried!
cause of my eyes!
its getting worst
im scared that i may be blind someday
and i really don't want it to happen!

i wish i had a lucky star around me
so i could at least have some luck in my life!

PEACE

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still the same

gahhhh
have lOts of homework like usual
i don't wanna do it
im lazy and now i don't feel like doing anything
i just wanna sleep and don't think about anything
recently i feel lost all the time
and i wanna share things with my friends
but i can't..
i wanna tell ang about it but i think i just couldn't
or maybe she couldn't get it
i cannot tell all my feelings out to my friends here
i dont know why
maybe its me refusing to break the ice or
maybee...idk they won't get what im thinking.? idk
yeahhh
i miss the times i can just text my friends and tell them whatever
..........
well,just came back from rehearsal
tmrw is the concert already
sigh
im not ready honestly
thank god im just playing like two songss
and i seriously don't want to wear that uniform
its justt..urghhh
hampir sama worst like amc symphony d uniform
haihhhh
i was expecting pretty uniform like those dramas one
but it turned out that drama is just drama
its always different from reality
gahhhh
the uniform is black and so freaking long
haihhhh
whatever. since i cant change anything

homework is always the one that bugs me!
i dont feel like doing it
but if i dont do it
i will get bad grade in my class
since it will drop my average ):

im not in a good mood
and im sad ):
i don't like people not replying!

PEACE

★★★★★