Tuesday, September 8, 2009

dead


im sick!
i feel like i wanna puke! URGH! i hate being sick!i want to recover fast! dad is anxious about me cause of d h1n1..thank god i don't have high fever anymore..but i still dont feel well.tmrw i have a bio test! i haven study for it.i just wana sleep now! im dizzy~
PEACE

JAY PARK!!!

okay..
so just now angeline just told me that JAEBEOM from 2pm quit and went back to seattle!!
OMGOSH!!!
i was so stunned!
this morning she just told me that the thing jaebeom wrote in his myspace created a "tragic" for himself
it was like when he first went to korea he was facing so much difficulties and hardship
it was so hard for him to be in a new environment and so
he felt like he couldn't fit in..
and he wrote some thing like :" korean is gay..i hate koreans..i wanna come back...."
something like that..
and all the koreans went mad at him and started to anti him
and then he suddenely had like so many anti-fans..
honestly..i read what jaebeom wrote to his friend i supposed
it was harsh!
really..but its his own feelings..
its not wrong to express true feelings right?
poor Jaebeom!!
come on guys
he wrote that like in 2005, and its his personal feelings..
why do u guys have to do that to him
now u all made him left 2pm and went back to Seattle!
wat will 2pm be without the leader?
wat will happen to 2pm?
GOSH!
i am so gonna miss him in 2pm!!!
awww...
why don't he come to texas? instead of seattle!
HAHAHHA

okay..
so angeline told me what jaebeom wrote..
and i found some of them in d internet..

he wrote:

"hello i am jaebum from 2PM.
I'm sorry my last words are with this letter
in such a sorrow heart i think its hard for me to meet yall on the stage
i am sorry for everybody, and to the fans that loved me, i am more sorry for them.
from todaii i shall resign from 2PM.
to my 2PM members, im sorry that ur hyung(형)(older brother) couldnt be ur strength and instead ended up being the first one to leave. i hope yall get more popular and grow well.
once again, im sorry.
jaebum "

seee..
so sadddd :[[

and here's some more about him leaving.. T.T

"At Incheon Airport, inside Gate 24. 2PM's Jaebeom continued to repeat his apologies with his head held low before boarding his plane to Seattle. When the interviewer asked Jay about his plans in America, he talked about 'studying music.' Although he dropped out of the group, his passion for music and determination not to give up showed.
Sports Seoul.com was able to talk to Jaebeom on the 8th 6:10 PM inside the Incheon Airport departure Lounge. The first things out of his mouth was '"I apologize..I'm sorry"

He said "What more can I say? I am just so sorry to the loving fans and the members who had trusted me and followed me." He added, "I am sorry that I had to leave this way, I did not fulfill my responsibilities as a leader and was just a burden, so I decided on leaving the group."

They could tell he was very tired and had gone through a lot in just a few days. His voice was very low/weak. They asked another

When they asked him about his plans in America, he talked about music. He said, "I am planning to study music in America" and "have a time of reflection. I want to show a more mature side both personally and musically."

He also avoided answering questions regarding his plan to return to Korea. His expression showed that it was too early to be discussing about comeback plans. Instead, he expressed, "I want to thank the fans who had come out to the airport," and "I will stay healthy in America. I will come back as a better person."

awwwww..
please come back jaebeom
i cant imagine 2pm without you - the leader
sigh..
now i really think korean anti-fans are SCARY!!
they just made jaebeom left korea..
come on!
its such a waste of talent u know
jaebeom is so talented!!
he went through so many things to endure all the tough training, being away from home at a very young age, living in an environment totally opposite from where he used to be and all this for 4 years, made known in the industry for exactly a year and losing everything in 4 days !!!!
i hope JYP do something to help jaebeom!
he had been training for so long!
and now he just quit!
OH GOSH!
its so unbelievable!








i will sure miss the dorky cute funny talented leader of 2pm!
JAY PARK!!
please do all ur beat in Seattle!
be happy!
XOXO
사라해 ~



PEACE

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

L-O-S-T

i have no idea what to write!
im just so tired and blank at this time..
hmmm
recently in school i always think back the days in amc
d school is totally different!
and the people are too!
i miss my friends dearly..
i miss text-ing them everyday for no reason
i miss the times we are all just chilling and crapping
i miss the times we were all insane about our lg
i miss the times when i could tell my friends about everything
yeah ):

i wish i could have a time machine
to go back and spend as much time as i could with them
ohh yeahh..
but i know that won't happen
so just chill
gotta go to sleep
have school tmrw and have to get up early for the bus!

PEACE



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